i know i should try and forget you, and you are right, i really should. there is no reason for me to keep on liking you, especially when i am going to get hurt terribly…. but why is it so hard? i just don’t know..
i mean, if i saw you like 10 years from now, my heart will still skip a beat.
I didn’t want it to end like this. Do you know what? I’m regretting everything that we did if it was going to end like this, us being in bad terms and you doing things without telling me about anything.
And because you’re not telling me, I’m guessing that it’s not something that’s particularly good for me to hear. I guess you didn’t tell me so that I won’t get hurt. But oh so what? I see your Skype picture, and I got hurt. So right now, all I want to ask you to do is to explain. But that doesn’t mean that I’m not mad at you, oh no I am. But it’s especially because it’s Mandy. If it’s anything about you doing things with her while being with him at the same time, just expect a Fuck you from me.
Maybe I am going to hate you. Despite what I said before about me not being able to do so.
I’m just fucking mad at you now.
I miss you sosososo much.
- April 20th